my grave is calling my name

<sub>you know when you're falling asleep
so quickly and suddenly
you are falling, crashing towards
the ground, arms flailing and then
you're fine.

i am experiencing this
over a long amount of time
i feel myself slowly falling
through the hallways,
words falling
past my lips and
my thoughts falling 
through my head

everything is simply
suspended
and i'm afraid of the moment
when everything
comes
crashing
down.</sub>